why don't some people just die already

so i hate this one girl with all of my heart.
she's probably not bad at all.
we might have been great friends
but you know what they say about that line right?
it's thin

how do you free yourself from your own truth?
i want to smash her large eyes in my small fists.

someone who takes away your shine without trying,
perhaps, sometimes, without even wanting.
effortless annihilation.

women.