sum times

the recounting of flesh and thought

opposits exist to create extreems and indesision.

the opposite of me
is the other.

the other then the nothing

then the something

the opposite of nothing is everything

"thing" what is it?

calculated hate: undiscriminate love

yeah. that's me.

Turn the world over on its side and everything loose will land in Los Angeles.

so this is where i live.

i went driving the other day.
called in sick to work.

i got all the way to the ocean through a beautiful valley.

making ones self crazy is easy. making ones self sane is a task.
loving a place i've hated for so long is refreshing.
i like knowing i can still change my mind.
i'm not stuck the way other people are stuck.
i'm stuck in my own way.

judgemental? of course.
but luckly i can change my mind.
change it.
everytime i get mad these days i try to stay silent untill it drifts away.
but maybe it doesn't.

My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music.
- Vladimir Nabokov

this is not a blog.

experiment no.1

the blue man

stagnates running rivers

in a cage

no red women

rage muted mountains


{ surrealism?}